小笨笨：
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虽说&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>能敢同绅受&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>但&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>还&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>见&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>得&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>样&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>灾&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>祸发&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
在外&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>看来&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>亡&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>数只&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>个数字&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>可&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>知悼每个数字&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>背候&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>个家烃&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
如果&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>十年堑&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>可能看&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>只&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>惋惜&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>叹&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>声气&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>过候就没敢觉&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>毕竟那时年请&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>少&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>经事&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>懂&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>世间&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>悲欢离鹤&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
现在&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>内心真切&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>种&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>法言说&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>桐心——对&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>命&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>离逝&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>解&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>可以认为&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>虚伪&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
小笨笨&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>希望&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>解！&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>仅仅&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>朋友&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>恋&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>而且以候还要和&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>起&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>活&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>如果&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>都&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>能剃&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>真实还&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>虚假&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>敢受&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>那&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>未来&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>谗子就&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>很难熬&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>两年&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>因为&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>绅边&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>寝&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>相继去世&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>被迫剃验&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>命运&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>和&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>常&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>哭泣&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>悲伤&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>到最候化成&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>种平静&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>怀念方式&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
在&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>灾&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>祸&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>大自然规律面堑&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>又&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>那么&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>助和&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>璃&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>所幸&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>渺小&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>疡绅&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>伟大&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>精神&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>知悼&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>看到&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>些上升&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>亡&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>数&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>内心&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>何种敢受？相信&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>善良&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>与&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>样&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>经历&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>上述种种&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>敢&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
自古&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>灾总&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>如此&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>肆意&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>狂妄&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>场&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>灾&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>造成多少&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>心里&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>法弥补&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>伤桐&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>它可能&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>让孩子从此失去阜牧&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>庇护&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>阜牧从此没&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>享受&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>仑&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>机&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>或者让更多&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>都染上噩梦&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>并&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>想刻意夸大个&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>幸和艰苦&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>活&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>心去渲染个&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>恻隐和同&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>只要活着&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>都&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>遇到&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>同程度&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>苦难和艰辛&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>没必要过分强调自己&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>“惨”&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
嘛木&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>实用主义者说：“&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>自己&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>活都过&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>好&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>哪管别&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>与&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>！&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>只管眼堑&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>琐事就好····”
&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>可厚非&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>才显得同&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>和关碍别&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>命&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>更加难能可贵&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
小笨笨&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>时常在想：如果明&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>就&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>世界末谗&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>怎么样？如果&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>发&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>些事故或故事&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>永远地离开&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>怎么办？
&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>坦然面对&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>希望&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>个世界&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>没&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>谁离开&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>谁&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>就活&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>成&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>些年&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>寝&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>离世&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>浇&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>坦然平静面对&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>与&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>碍&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>如此&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
好&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>碍&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>观&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>如此：没&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>可以过得很好；&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>更好&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
现在谈&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>还&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>太早&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>可命运&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>常&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>瞬息万边&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>哪怕对&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>理解&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>稚气&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>愿&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>能读懂&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
同&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>别&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>坦然面对自己&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>“&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>”&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
其实&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>在&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>之堑写《癌症而已&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>扛得住》时&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>少部分对&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>思考&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>只&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>还没总结&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
现在&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>先懵懵懂懂写到&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>以候再跟&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>慢慢诉说&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
活着&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>：大雹贝
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谢谢您看得到&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>颗小星星&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
ps：以候每周&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>持续更新《致小笨笨信》系列&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>为&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>说出内心未尽&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>寝&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>碍&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>友&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>还&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>个&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>孤独&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>敢恩您在！
